I have never claimed to understand life but i feel people are just stones grinding past each other. Slowly waring each other down till their is nothing left. For What? To live for nothing. School, so i be average (lets addmit it i am) go college get a job, no reason , work, work my ass of to get 25 cent raize, no point, girls, i understand fucking Fission weapons more than undstand them, not worth it. Those are the major focues in my life. I have tried to exel at each of them. It does't work.
fuck this, i am going to smoke and listen to nirvana.
When is feeling going away?